I need to pen this down to remind myself how blur and careless i was.
I MISSED MY EXAM TIME TODAY. YES, i did it again. Its almost exactly like what happened in Year 1 Semester 1 in SMU when i missed one whole week of school. But this time round, its exam. GREAT.
My paper is supposed to be at 12pm. I dunno why but my memory kept telling me its 2-4pm. So, the whole morning i was idling at home, relaxing and i did nothing else besides idling. Damn, my prof called me at 12.20pm and asked me if im well. I thought it was just a random call, so i replied, “Yeah prof. Im on my way to school for exam. ” He said, ” The paper started at 12pm, Georgiana. Get here as fast as you could but be safe ok? I’ll give you extra time.” I totally panicked at that time, damn screwed up. I ran out of my house and JM called a cab for me. I was like soo nervous and kept crying, totally cant calm down thinking shit, im gonna screw my grades again. But my prof is such a kind man. He called me and asked me to take my time to get to school and just be safe, he dont want anything to happen to me on the way. And he said he will give me extra time.
I reached school at 1.10pm. The paper is supposed to end at 2pm. Prof was waiting outside the room for me and being sooo nice, he gave me a hug and said its alright, everyone make mistakes. Yeah, but not as dumb as mine. He didnt want the whole class to look at me when i go in so he got another separate classroom where i had the luxury to be alone to do my paper. I didnt want the extra time so i promise him i will finish the paper by 2pm. At first i think its gonna be so hard but somehow, the paper was quite smooth. I finished at 1.45pm. Only 30 mins! Lucky me, Prof even said im faster than other students who started at 12pm. Hopefully i didnt make too many mistakes. Haha. Yeah, its like so classic geo. I went out after submitting my paper and my grp of project mates were waiting for me outside. So sweet of them, they were waiting for me to have lunch together coz they thought wad happened to me, why did i not turn up for exam. Hah. Stupid Eunice have to say my eyes are swollen and ask me if i cried AND I REALLY CRY AGAIN. Full of tears, i know.
I hate my stubborn memory which always choose to remember the wrong things, especially at the most crucial moment.
But the day ended with a sweet note. I managed to catch the sneak preview of SEX AND THE CITY!!(I booked the ticket while i was idling at home before exam.) ITS A FANTABULOUS SHOW all girls should watch. Love Carrie Bradshaw for her timeless fashion sense and how she always pursuit love, love Samantha’s sexual humor and wit, the show is just great! Though its a 2.5 hours show, totally dont feel like it. I enjoyed every segment of the movie, JM did too. At first i was kinda skeptical to drag him to watch with him, but in the end he like it too. He even say wanna watch Season 1-6. Hah, that was like soo long ago.
Watching Sex and The City never fail to remind me how much i love to play dress up. Women forever have the privilege to dress well and look pretty wherever we go. I think dressing up is like playing mix and match game everyday but never get sick of it because its all about creativity and once you paint the perfect picture, you are ready to hit the streets! I would die to have a closet like Carrie’s or at least have that empty white spacious closet that BIG gave to Carrie. GOSH. WHY DIDNT THEY SHOW THE CLOSET FULL OF LABELS?! I think it would be soo complete. Its always empty, start and the end. So wasted.
Guess what JM said to me after the movie? “Dear, i will give you a closet.”
Haha. Yup, i will certainly wait for tt day to come.