Swamped with WORK.

School is killing me. Its only mid term and its so damn hectic. Everyday is piled with assignments, tests and projects. I just had my Management Science Test…haha, i never felt so not confident about tests before. I think there is a very high possibility i will flunk the paper. Its alien language to me.

MDS is also quite packed. You can see how hard i work from the MESS on my table.

I took this photo in the office. I miss photoshoots. HAHA. My models are doing a fantastic job, but still i miss taking photos. He said he will help me take for fun. But for what man. I cant post it up anywhere.

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Anyways, i went to my bro’s godfather’s daughter wedding last Sat @ Changi Beach Club, Palms restaurant.

My wedding dinner outfit: Very simple toga dress from MDS, along with super nude makeup which is almost nothing(never photoshop my photos at all la,hee).

Its a very simple but heartwarming wedding. Everyone genuinely shares the couple’s bliss, no frills like MCs, yam-seng and whatever not. There is also a pretty and tranquil beach scenery at the back of the restaurant which added a sense of romance to the entire wedding affair. I thought the kelong is very suitable to take wedding photos.

And i saw my both my cousins’ fake eyelashes. Its sooo pretty! They really made me confirmed that i wanna try putting it on.

SO…next day, after my mgt science test, i went to Far East to get my nails done because i neglected them for soo long and my stupid foot got so many corns! Damn painful. After the spa pedi n mani session @ Charme(I always go there), i went to this shop that sells all the fake eyelashes and got the lady to teach me! Here’s the end result:

I thought my eyes looked smaller after putting on the lashes, which i dunno why. Jm said the same thing to me too. Haha. And seriously, im still have difficulty putting them on. Its soo small and fragile.

Being wronged.

Being wronged sucks. Especially when it concerns kinship.

I think there are many irritating people out there who thinks my business is what it is today because of my dad. Because he’s rich, he gave me money as stepping stone..CRAP. Its really CRAP.

He never encouraged me to be in this line. If you are my frequent blog reader, you would know how frustrated i am always trying to convince him and how he felt that its too risky for me.

My 2 years of working hard everyday is totally banished just because my dad is a businessman and he’s rich? Its damn unfair. Today, i told my bf to open a cheque of $1,135 for the MAC laptop i bought for the company using his credit card because i dun have one. Finally, its a load off my chest. Not to spite him, but to prove to myself i dun need anybody’s finanicial background to back me up in this business. I cant believe that im actually explaining this in my blog.

I emphasized again, its a proper growing business, not hobby or part-time leisure. Im doing it because i feel this line is suitable for me and i want to build a career on this. MDS is a business model that we worked out. It has its overheads like rentals, staff and models. The company also brainstorm almost everyday how else we should  improve our customer service and experience. Its not just about claiming our products are exclusive(which we never), but offering a fashionable experience to our genuine customers who not just love our products but enjoy shopping with us because we offer a breeze and sweet shopping experience thats just like a brick and mortar shop. MDS has an organization chart that we strictly follow and continue to expand until we are right up there.

Its here to stay. I hate to explain things about MDS on my personal blog because i feel that i dun owe anybody any explanation and i hate to represent my company to speak up on any issue. I just hope to seek some form of understanding when it comes to my company. Its a company that i hope people can respect, just like how i respect GG5 or Mphosis. People’s words can be so vicious sometimes. Before criticisms come out of your mouth, perhaps you can be a little more humble and reflect on yourself first before you splatter bad things or comments about something that you know nuts about? Im referring to alot of people. IN GENERAL.

I admit i had a bad week so far. I just realized that i cant graduate this semester and i cant tell my parents about it because they will blame on my business again. “See lah, you devote so much time to your business then u neglect ur studies, we pay so much money for what.” I can totally imagine that coming out from their mouths. Thats why i decided to solve it myself. I will pay for my own extra school fees to graduate cos i already promised my dad his last cheque was the final one. I will decide whether i wanna come back next full sem or summer or escalate this issue to the Dean and see how else they can help me.

Many things happened at home these few days and i feel so worn out trying to think why my family members behave like this and why i am being misunderstood again and again. When i sms a long message to my dad, he thinks im throwing temper at him and im displaying my bad attitude instead of really trying what am i saying in that long sms. And im being labeled as someone who tries to stir quarrels at home because of a car?! People who know me well enough knows how bimbo i am and how cars can be a complicated issue for me. I honestly dont care about having a car, i was merely asking if i could drive on certain days when i need it. If i cant, so be it. There’s no need to say nasty things and blame me for “snatching” the car. I would rather own a chanel 2.55 classic, seriously.

Like Nicholas, i hate to go home nowadays. Just because im misunderstood for the most ridiculous reason ever and that they dont understand my everyday life, how i work so hard for my business and how i struggle to keep up with my studies in SMU. He can actually tell me right in my face, ‘where are you when u are my age?’ When im 21 years old, im already studying in smu. Is that NOT a PRETTY GOOD achievement? Im not trying to say that my school is fantastic, but at the same time its also not a school everybody can enter. Can you enter then? And i still remembered that i was so reluctant to study in smu though i managed to get in, because i want to experience working life. FYI, its all because of my parents. They cant possibly pin their hopes on my two precious brothers to study in local unis, so of course i have to fulfill their expectations right?

Recently, coming to JM’s house seem to be my solitude. A place where i can enjoy total peace and tranquility. And recently with the frenzy about shifting out among people around me, i also harbor this thought of shifting out. Some time soon, i hope. I think the only reason to make me stay or come home is my Vicky.

His 10 commandments.

I love the way he expressed his love to me in the past.

I know ppl around me will tell me, “geo stop living in the past. Thats honeymoon period.”

But shouldnt honeymoon period sustain as long as there’s love?

I dunno why, but i cried looking at this 10 commandments.

10 commandments

thou shall not make her drink tasteless water
thou shall not make her eat steam fish with skin
thou shall not make her eat dishes with garnishing
thou shall not call her on mobile when busy, especially carryings lots of bag & laptop
thou shall not make her wear black
thou shall not comment on the blemish on forehead.. er.. if theres any
thou shall never sigh, say sorry & end a sentence with yay
thou shall not call during nap/sleep
thou shall call home before mobile, hates radiation
thou shall nv call and start off with ‘where re you now‘ or ‘wat re you doin now‘

but she loves me.

.commandments overruled. x

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Pace of Life

Ever wonder whats your pace of life? Especially living in such a fast-paced and competitive city like our precious home, Singapore? Try this short test and find out!

Pace of life

If you belong to the slow pace sector, i really envy you. You can actually ignore all the insanity and focus on your life and yourself without getting too affected by the craziness around you. GREAT JOB.

For me, its undeniably the top section: im the gan-cheong spider!

My eyes are set on you!

I love this kate spade bag from her latest collection!

Im so gonna lay my hands on her. Not sure if its in Singapore yet, cos the website is always faster than their release of bags here. Its so niceeee. Im not a great fan of leopard skin, but somehow, the design of this bag caught my attention!

sabi sand sky lions and tigers and bears…the vast sabi sand game reserve is an ecological jewel in the crown of kenya. this group is made with puffy leopard printed nylon trimmed in black patent calfskin.

Its US 345 dollars on the website. Probably 600 Sing? Argh, whatever. I need a handbag, been racking my brains over what kind of design and how big i should buy. Dawn told me i should consider other brands like Loewe and Fendi cos i have Kate Spade bags already, but im more design-oriented than brand-oriented. Yes, labels are important but…still..i have to look at the overall designs, like what clothes i can match with, etc. Cos my current bags are really huge that its so bulky..why did i buy so many schoolbags?! And recently, i succumbed to Longchamp too. Told myself that i will never get one cos its so common and YET, i walked past Longchamp at Paragon and saw the bag in ROYAL PURPLE!! How to resist, huh.

Infinite brainstorming

I need to use more of my brain juice to think of newer and better ideas to improve photo shoots.

Constant improvement.

I dont have a choice, do i?

People are doing the exact same thing after i implement something new.

First mover is tiring, but i enjoy doing it cos its freakin’ challenging.

Im more than willing to bring changes to my photo shoots every week, until its perfect.

Keep running.

New designs everyday/Lingerie

I haven got time to blog about new designs @ mdscollections everyday. Its been a month ever since we decided to implement this officially. The basic rationale is, why dont let everyone shop on our website everyday instead of once a week? Just like brick and mortar shops, they open everyday, people are feel free to walk in anytime they want to, so why not MDS? Thats how the idea came about. Just like how shopping is daily habit and an important aspect of my life. Whether or not im buying expensive or cheap stuff, its the thrill of shopping for nice and pretty items that define me. I live to shop.

I stepped into Accessorize 2 days back and i realized they actually sell undies! I didnt explore their undies corner before and when i did, i love them! Pretty and affordable. $10.90 for 1 thong/gstring and $13.90 for a brief/boxer. Its cheaper than Triumph ok and their designs are nicer and more unique. I used to love Triumph cos since the day i have to wear bra, my mum instilled this thought in my mind: Triumph is the best you can find. Thats why my lingerie collection all comes from Triumph. But recently, i find their designs quite repetitive and boring. Hm, i dunno whether this thought came with age or is it because i just have to many Triumph lingerie in my cupboard. And seriously, they are quite overpriced. Unlike brands like La Senza, im so in love with their nighties. I bought so many of them until JM said they all look the same, just different prints and material. Topshop’s nightwear collection is quite nice too. Recently, im quite into lingerie, especially nightwear. I love to wear nice and more importantly, comfortable quality material nightwear to sleep. I used to buy my nightwear from Women’s Secrets but they closed down after sometime. HAHA. And now that they are back, i dont like them anymore because i think their designs became so childish and not as good as the past. Or is it because i was 17 years old when i patronized them and now im 23?! HAHAHA. I really dunno man. But none of their stuffs appeal to me now.

so ugly!!!

This is what ting did to me. I look like this in YEARBOOK OF UG.

HAHAHAHAHA.

The Hippies – Stoned out and hardly in the sun, resulting in really fair skin.

Jiaming:

Geo:

I PREFER THIS. Haha

I hate auto cabs

Whats wrong with taxi drivers nowadays?

They totally treat auto cab as MANUAL. The way they stepped on the brakes!! I cant stand it.

Imagine me feeling nauseous sitting in an auto cab? Crap.

Smooth driving……i think only my dad can drive smoothly.