2nd thoughts.
June 20, 2009
So, i realized.
Shifting into a new premise means more work, more pressure, more expenses, more problems and less of personal time.
I really want more time for everything else, family, vicky, friends.
I hate to say this, but at some point in time, i would ask myself if i regretted going into this full time and letting it eat up the rest of my life to pursue the so-called dreams?
I fly so often that it gives me jitters whenever i have to fly. I hate flying, but i have to.
I felt bad towards my dog whenever she looked at me helplessly, wanting more attention from me. So in the end, my new office has became her 2nd home.
I feel helpless whenever i cannot meet my friends. I also need my girlfriends to be around.
Im drained, how to cheong for the rest of 2009? Im putting on my graduation hat in July, maybe i should sit down and have a real good thought about this whole career affair? Its bothering me for the past few months. As the business moves forward, its almost like i cannot keep up with the pace and the more i feel my life is totally being consumed. Thats why i always tell my partner, im not cut out to be a businesswoman or entrepreneur. Im merely doing the things i love and making people happy, thats all.
Argh, HELPPP.
